Trishy
The happiest moment of my life was when I won a pack of Sprite on the radio.
The happiest moment of my life was when I won a pack of Sprite on the radio.
A week after his death I got an email from my mother in law informing me that my father had hung himself in the basement of the house I grew up in, and she ended the letter with "I didn't call because I don't know how you would react to such terrible news."
After three years of Alzheimer's ravaging his mind, he looked at me, his 18 year old granddaughter, and asked, "Are you mad at me mommy?"
Having no guilt over terminating a pregnancy is making me feel guilty.
She often cries while watching him sleep, hands clasped on his chest, reminding her again of his sister's tiny corpse.
My parents believed that black and white people were equal until I started dating a black man.
While he is in Alaska living an adventure, I am here, missing my father.
I hate the jerk who left the Post-It note on my door saying: "Your boyfriend called, he wants to break-up."
This year, on my birthday, I will eat alone at the restaurant where I spent my happiest birthday which eventually turned into the birthday which made me despise birthdays.
Alone in a cheap hotel room at 2am, I realized I'd never felt more at home.
If you've never seen your friend's baby girl wave goodbye to her daddy as his casket leaves the funeral, I want to be you.
Over the last month, the cold reality of life has struck since one uncle died, another uncle had a stroke, my mother found out she has breast cancer and my grandmother is on her way to an assisted living facility.
With all the tags for "college" I finally feel connected to my age group.
She said that the scrunchie that I took out of my work bag was not hers.
My father died as I asked my grandmother why she was crying.
What if, for me, socializing has sincerely become a chore, a burden to have to deal with during times when I can't enjoy solitude?
It's sad that my mother's cancer-filled dog seemed more frisky and alert on the day before he was put to sleep than he had been in years.
The cardboard paper camel I made my stepfather for his birthday is still hanging on the wall, left and abandoned, like us.
My face looks exactly like my mother's did, before a head-on collision with a drunk driver led to her complete facial reconstructive surgery.
As I was a suicidal, gay teen, I sometimes wish I'd get HIV so I'd be spared having to think of a future I'm not sure I ever wanted.
I was in the frozen food section when his favorite song came on the radio and I had to sit down to cry.
The cold night precursed a cold week, with no sunshine in the forecast.
When I found out he got in, I gave him a congratulatory hug that made me feel the farthest I've ever been to him.
As the belt loop on my pants broke at the rehearsal for my brother's wedding, my mother told me I was fat when I only weigh 110 pounds.
The work week seems to be a repeating blip that echoes a nasty scratch on the record of life.
I moved away to college thinking that I wouldn't miss my family, but I really wish I could see them right now.
I went on the page again, only to see that none of my sentences were posted.
When my best friend and the love of my life were both taken into police custody for the same crime, the saddest part was admitting to myself I knew who had done it.
I never knew what I wanted from life, except to be a better father to my children (if I have any) than mine was to me.
After our usual back fence bull session, complaining about shady politicians and the sad state of the world, my neighbor walked into his house picked up a shotgun and blew his head off.
One of the worst feelings in the world is when you realize you weren't really paranoid after all.
My lover told me that she was drunk and wouldn't talk to me because of that, so I went to get drunk myself.
I was more than half asleep when I heard my father speaking, but I didn't understand he was telling me she was dead.
Mom, I never told you what they did to me, because I was ashamed and I was afraid you would think it was my fault.